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Created on 2001-01-02 05:25:32 (#38517), last updated 2009-12-02
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Basic Info| Name: | Stahl Engel |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1979-01-17 |
| Location: | United States |
| Website: | KOM BLOK Records |
BioI'm not a nazi, communist, republican, democrat... I'm not very political but live in a computer generated fantasy world in which I live and die the lives of a thousand men screaming in agony as flesh is impacted with kinetic energy and metal.
Only that time frame can give me that...
Frankly I don't care one way or another but people ask me all the time. I'm just saving the aim pop up on my screen...
Then again the first question most people ask me "Are you gay?"
I've been meaning to post more images of me in hopes to provide some type of existence on the internet in digital form... I really hate the internet in a sense that it killed the BBS but jaded about technology as I may be here is the most recent pic of me that I can find... It's not the best but only fair to the world... I need a more recent one.
Back to the old information...
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Not much to talk about. I was born in North Carolina in which I'm sure it can't be as bad as say Alabama or Arkansas, but one can't help but wonder if I lived some where else.
Most of the people say "Why don't you just pick up and move". Well I am...(edit well I did in 2001) It's just something I want to plan out instead of moving somewhere at random in which I live in an abandoned warehause while working at a 7/11 errr... Anyhoo. But that is the story of my life mostly.
I've done everything haphazardly. With out thought or provocation. It doesn't make much sense to me.
Oh and my past was either fucked up or too stupid to talk about. Although most people said I had a normal childhood or that I'm just making something up, I don't remember much about it other than I've got these scars on my body from something I did back then. I'd rather forget about the shitty life I've had. So let's just keep it at that. If you want to know that bad meet me in person with some alchohol and at least then I can get drunk and act dramatic about it.
Thanks.
Only that time frame can give me that...
Frankly I don't care one way or another but people ask me all the time. I'm just saving the aim pop up on my screen...
Then again the first question most people ask me "Are you gay?"
I've been meaning to post more images of me in hopes to provide some type of existence on the internet in digital form... I really hate the internet in a sense that it killed the BBS but jaded about technology as I may be here is the most recent pic of me that I can find... It's not the best but only fair to the world... I need a more recent one.
Back to the old information...
---
Not much to talk about. I was born in North Carolina in which I'm sure it can't be as bad as say Alabama or Arkansas, but one can't help but wonder if I lived some where else.
Most of the people say "Why don't you just pick up and move". Well I am...(edit well I did in 2001) It's just something I want to plan out instead of moving somewhere at random in which I live in an abandoned warehause while working at a 7/11 errr... Anyhoo. But that is the story of my life mostly.
I've done everything haphazardly. With out thought or provocation. It doesn't make much sense to me.
Oh and my past was either fucked up or too stupid to talk about. Although most people said I had a normal childhood or that I'm just making something up, I don't remember much about it other than I've got these scars on my body from something I did back then. I'd rather forget about the shitty life I've had. So let's just keep it at that. If you want to know that bad meet me in person with some alchohol and at least then I can get drunk and act dramatic about it.
Thanks.
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